hindi na banyaga sakin ang pakiramdam ng nagiisa't malungkot. 

back when i was a kid, there's nothing to lose coz ive got nothing. nung mga araw na yun, material things are the best..

not until now...

nung bata ako, marami akong naging kaagaw sa mga mahal ko sa buhay. my dad gave us up and went to another country.

when i was young i did not realize that money is really the root of all evil.

not until the day i bought my mindfrom a store called "experience".

my mom and dad got separated and build their own family.

in high school i totally envy my friends for seeing them with their parents.

natuto ako uminom, magyosi, at magsinungaling as an outlet for my feelings... thinking that no one cares and no one wants to own me as a child.

im staying with my mom right now and im thankful for that.. my father is outside the country with my half brother and his wife. i only wish that i get the equal attention and love that he's giving them.

as for my mom i only wish she's not super hot tempered. it creates negative feelings kasi in me..

i am selfish now with my special someone. that's why i hate the people who try to ruin our relationship. i want to feel that he is mine, yung walang kahati.